The last second...
The Last second in life and first second beyond...
It took my quite a while before I could sit down and write this but today I finally decided to write what I resisted to write for quite a while.
I always during my times in the inner room said to Jesus that He can take me now if He want and that there is really nothing that keeps me on the earth, there is nothing between me and God that separates us. What I did not know is that Jesus have tested me on this and to see if my heart is true when I say He can take me anytime, nothing keeps me here and that I want to be with Him.
What happened next have quite a impact on me, about a year ago I was at work, I was working and just feeling great. The next moment I had a heart attack but did not know it was one, I drove home and on the way called my wife to get a appointment at the Doctor to see what is wrong. When I get to the Doctor he did a EKG and found that I was having a heart attack for 3 hours long at that time. I went over to the Hospital where they put the machines on me and started with what ever they had to do.
At 17H38 that night I told my wife that I don't feel well and it is time to say goodbye because I am going Home. All of a sudden I felt my heart jumped to a halt and the machines start going beeeep, I knew it was over, my last breath a gave and my heart gave its last beat. I was looking at the white light on the ceiling waiting for the Angels to come and take me home, the nurses were running around and then I felt the mighty presence of Jesus filling the room, my heart started beating again and was feeling really so good. The heart surgeon came in, he immediately did a EKG again and looked at the records of the heart monitor. He slowly walked backwards as he continue to say: It is impossible, it is just impossible, he was so shocked that he went and sat down on the bed behind him.
I asked him, what is impossible? He replied, your heart is totally healed, there is no signs that you even had a heart attack and your heart is beating like a young mans heart beats.
I told him, it was Jesus, he healed me! He could not believe it and was in shock. The Hand of God surely have touched him to.
Jesus tested me up to my last breath and last heart beat to se if I was serious when I say nothing keeps me here and it was true. I also have learned that no thing is over till God says it is over.
I was tested up to a the last second in live and the first second in death, God is never to late, He is always in time, even if at the last second.
It was not a nice experience for me, to be so close to death and yet alive.
Always make sure you are ready at anytime for we know not the day and the hour of our departure to eternity.
What can I say? Well, God is able, you can trust Him with your life, you can trust Him for anything in your life.
He is able to do anything!
All praise to my God in the Heavens, I love you my God, my Jesus, my Holy Spirit, You are my Daddy!
XXX